-i feel like a fat fuck. My dad got me some food, and isnt it Gluttony to eat when your not hungry? im going to throw it up and then take a shower.

-Nick said i should think of him in my shower last night haha, i toatally did, i was aroused.

-Plus im reading some pedophile book called Katie.com and holy hell its intense, i was like WTF!?!?! in 3rd period.

-My papa just threw a teen vogue magazine at me, im gonna go read some of that shit

-oh man i need to clean my room

-and the living room

-and the kitchen.

-ive been really HOT lately, if u get my meaning. like damn i wanna have some skin on skin time lmao!:) No, seriously. Sexual healing baby!!

I Love College -By asher roth, is BARELY getting popular.

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i watched the rest of johntickermustdie in Bio.

btw I'm really fucking tired of being treated differently beacuse of the "incident" thats happend. ive only told alyssa, and Eric. Eric baisically avoids me in the hallways. i saw him today. he pointed to his friend he was talking to, as if to say, i-cant-talk-now-im-in-some-fuckin-deepshit-convo-plus-im-secretly-avoiding-you-at-all-costs-

Whore.

im getting off. i gotstaa pee (:

Holy shit brahhh, Drama fest was kick ass!! (: there was a dance, and i made out with some hot guy named Taylor while the song Great DJ by The Ting Tings was playing ^.^ and then he made out with my friend, so i started dancing with this guy nathan....  And today i talked to alyssa about how some guy beat the shit out of me in an alley. and LAST NIGHT TWO MEN BROKE INTO MY HOUSE WHILE I WAS HOME. scary shit. i was like, ahh u mother fuckas picked the wrong house! and pulled out my knife, but at the same time im pissin my pants!! Uhmmm my dad is runnin his trap and i cant concentrate on this stupid blog. so ANYWAYS. I'm gonna get off. and alyssa. if u see this -- i wrote u a new letter, i need ure adress and everything holmez<3 im gonna send that shit. i love u mama (u 2 kristen)